it is very painful and exhausting to constantly create maintain and defend an illusion...
but it is all illusion...
even seeing through the illusion
is illusion
~~Nancy Neithercut
.and suddenly....or over time....we realize that there is no special way to be.... no special thoughts to have.... no special emotions...
......and we bask in the sun of utter rest.... nothing needing to be done...,
....it was simply a misperception....
...and late afternoon sun streams through the windows ....reflecting on random motes of dust that dance and swirl in un-traceable patterns.....
.....and when life is realized to be ungraspable .... nameless....... there is utter relaxation in enjoying the dance.....
there is no where to go
Nothing to get
......and no longer is it felt that there is any separation between others or 'things'....
... there is no longer the need to find. To define... it's like if I move here, everything dances with me...
I move my hand in the sunlight and it is space and hand and light all moving together......
it never feels like there is someone doing anything
there are no things
nothing needed to be pinpointed... or caught... effortlessly happening....
....and just as the sun cannot choose to shine or not.....or the moon reflect its light.... or our eyes to see ....we cannot choose our likes and dislikes....... or with whom we fall in love... it is seamless streaming... a dance.....without time nor non time
......utterly spontaneous.....
~~Nancy Neithercut
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