Thursday, December 6, 2018

Understanding is



Understanding
is 
the experience that relieves
the desire encasing our
search for an answer..
this relaxation is a taste
of the freedom of knowing
for an instant 
our real Self..

Understanding
is not 
another thought
or conception
but the noticing that
there is a fire
in which the desire
is no more
and a luminous Joy
arises and claims
ourself...

Tuesday, December 4, 2018

Advent















Luke 3:1-6

...the word of God came to John son of Zechariah in the wilderness. He went into all the region around the Jordan, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins, as it is written in the book of the words of the prophet Isaiah,

"The voice of one crying out in
 the wilderness:
'Prepare the way of the Lord,
make his paths straight.
Every valley shall be filled,
and every mountain and hill
shall be made low,
and the crooked shall be made straight,
and the rough ways made smooth;
and all flesh shall see the salvation of God.'"






IV
Give up to thy soul—–
Let it have its way—–
It is, I tell thee, God himself,
The selfsame One that rules the Whole,
Tho’ he speaks thro’ thee with a stifled voice,
And looks through thee, shorn of his beams.
But if thou listen to his voice,
If thou obey the royal thought,
It will grow clearer to thine ear,
More glorious to thine eye.
The clouds will burst that veil him now
And thou shalt see the Lord.
~~Ralph Waldo Emerson

(Emerson's poem, Gnothi Seauton (Know Thyself)


Sunday, December 2, 2018

Polarity in Play...models








(The Direct Approach)


Consciousness 


___________________________

Experience:

Appears within..
Known by..
Made of..

Coloration of..
Modulation of..
Manifestation of..
Activity of..
Movement of..
Iteration of..






__________________________________________________
__________________________________________________




What do we mean 
when we say
"I"
or "I am"   ??


I Am
(I Am no-thing)

_________   (I Am everything)__________

I am Joan
I am Charley
I am a citizen
I am a soldier
I am a Methodist
I am hungry
I am depressed
I am on a journey
I am searching
I am separate

(I am some-thing)

__________________________________________________
__________________________________________________

Words




AWARENESS

Consciousness…I AM…Knowing…Self

Thinking…Sensing…Perceiving

Mind…Subjectivity…Now

Seamless…”not two”

God…Infinite…Eternal

Remembering…Happiness…Understanding

Peace…Love…Beauty…Truth



________________________________



Experience

separate self…ego

thoughts…sensations…perceptions

objectivity…finite mind

time and space

modulation…coloration…appearance

past…present…future

abstraction…multiplicity…diversity

forgetting…suffering…unhappiness






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Saturday, December 1, 2018

Allowing


Allowing

this is perceiving
 our real Self:
as open space 
simply allows..
within our allowing
appearances arise and
many convince us
allowing is myth..
 appearances constrict
bringing fear and desire
with their assertions of
how the world is..
yet experience unfolds
and we find with joy
our occasional sinking
into that infinite allowing
in which appearances
appear...

Sunday, November 25, 2018

Our Tree Home... (Hesse inspired)

















Our Tree Home

Trees
are the permanent
the eternal
which we forget
in our hastiness..
our identity lost
the objects of life
stand forth claiming
special reverence..
until once more 
the tree experience
states our permanence 
in which our lives
display in passing..
the silent tree
brings us home and
reintroduces ourself
to ourself...
~CC



“When we have learned how to listen to trees, then the brevity and the quickness and the childlike hastiness of our thoughts achieve an incomparable joy.”
~Hermann Hesse

https://www.brainpickings.org/2012/09/21/hermann-hesse-trees/?mc_cid=f46aa2a506&mc_eid=99bda8a7e4

Thursday, November 22, 2018

West Wing 3
















West Wing 3

RS:  The Direct Path
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iW9kvq1qeAw&t=56s

RS:  The Great Misconception
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=id56HYfqqSM&t=105s

RS:  The Laying Bare of Our Essential Self
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhbNN5whyOM

RS:  Take Refuge in the Now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufhqaiL-Qvo


Pure Seamless Intimate Experiencing

It is thoughts alone that divide the seamless intimacy of experiencing
into two apparent things; an inside self and an outside world.
Experience itself knows and says no such thing.
Experience itself knows only this pure seamless intimacy.
And all apparent objects, selves, others or world are simply modulations
of this pure, seamless, intimate experiencing.
Try to find something in your experience
that is made out of something other than experiencing:
seeing, hearing, tasting, smelling, sensation.
Try to find something that takes place at a distance,
made out of something other than experiencing.

Reach out in your actual experience and see, in your experience,
do you find a self, an object, an entity, a world?
Or do you just find yourself: pure intimate experiencing?
No distance, no separation, no inside self, no outside other, no object, no world.
Scan your body.
Do you find a body there?
Do you find something solid and dense?
Or do you just find pure, intimate experiencing?
Do you find a world at a distance from this body?
Or do you just find pure, intimate experiencing?
And who is it that knows experiencing?
Is experiencing known by a separate self?
Is there a separate self or object in experiencing?
Or does experiencing just find itself, alone?
No body, no thought, no mind, no world;
Just pure intimacy ever-present
always knowing itself, being itself and loving itself
eternally Now.

~ Rupert Spira
“Pure Seamless Intimate Experiencing”
https://www.youtube.com/watch…

I am peaceful like the sky
I am open like the sea
I am empty like space
I am luminous like the sun
I shine by myself
I am the substance and reality of all seeming objects and selves
I am the light of pure knowing
Turn towards me and I will take you into myself
I play
I enjoy
I am
(from “I am” by Rupert Spira)

"The reason we all seem to share the same world is not that there is one world 'out there' known by innumerable separate minds, but rather that each of our minds is precipitated within, informed by and a modulation of the SAME infinite Consciousness. There is indeed one world that each of us shares, but that world is not made of matter; it is a vibration of mind, and all there is to mind is infinite, indivisible consciousness.
It is precisely because the word appears in and is made of infinite, indivisible Consciousness that it appears from the perspective of each finite mind to be the same world. It IS the same world, because all finite minds are refractions of the same consciousness."
~ Rupert Spira
The Nature of Consciousness, p. 148

From The Sonnets to Orpheus   Rilke
Plump apple, smooth banana, melon, peach,
gooseberry… How all this affluence
speaks death and life into the mouth… I sense…
Observe it from a child’s transparent features
while he tastes. This comes from far away.
What miracle is happening in your mouth?
Instead of words, discoveries flow out
from the ripe flesh, astonished to be free.
Dare to say what “apple” truly is.
This sweetness that feels thick, dark, dense at first;
then, exquisitely lifted in your taste,
grows clarified, awake and luminous,
double-meaninged, sunny, earthy, real—:
Oh knowledge, pleasure—inexhaustible.

Science of Consciousness


All that is ever known in experience is the knowing of it. Try now to find anything other than the knowing of your experience. Let your attention go wherever it wants. Ask yourself, ‘Do I ever know or come in contact with anything other than the knowing of experience? Could I ever come in contact with anything other than the knowing of experience?
It doesn’t sit comfortably in our culture to say, ‘I am God’. You used to get crucified for it! But to say ‘I am infinite Consciousness’ is just a confession of our most intimate and fundamental experience. It is to say ‘I am a finite self’ that is the true blasphemy. To say that there is a finite mind that knows a finite world made of matter, that is true blasphemy.
If we want to know the nature of the world, we have to know the nature of that with which the world is known. The ultimate science is not the science of physics; it is the science of Consciousness.

---Rupert Spira



Memorial..




"What comes, will go. 
What is found, will be lost again. 
But what you are is beyond coming and going and beyond description. 
YOU ARE IT "
~Rūmi

(for Bette Claytor
with 97 years
coming and going..
we know now
where your paths
were leading...)